xiiaO-gUa

I see you in the crowd .

2009-06-10T00:06:00.002+08:00

What is what , across this big wide world .

It's a amazing world filled with surprises every single second of my life , sad or happy .

It doesn't matter if you like it or not , it will still bound to happen .

I learn to take everything as a lesson , teaches you different knowledge .

although somethings happened upsets you , hurt you , tear your heart , but it teach you something in return . Right ? (;

I understand now , fully .

Today's Michelle , is not the Michelle in the past , I've changed .

May it be good or bad , i still changed . But not permanent .

Everybody is changing , every single minute of their life , this second .

Before that I've been complaining 'bout life , this bad , that bad , blah blah blah blah .

But i should learn to look at things differently .

maybe it's a bad thing or sad ?

Example , you just broke up , look at the bright side , you can expose to new trees !!!!

isn't it good , there's so many forest out there , Monsoon , Rain forest ... etc

Why bother being sad and sobs every time when you can be happy go lucky ^^

Whatever it is , You are only your age ONCE .!!!!!

Like I'm only 16 years old once .!!!!!!!!

Cherish your life , your time , everything you have now .

^.^

Let's be happy people .!

You only live once (;

A night w/o the stars .

2009-06-07T01:45:00.006+08:00

it's a tired restless night again for me , trying to put off the thoughts .

Mum , No.11 , whatever and whatever .

Life is shyt for me , really and seriously .

this is the worst year , i never failed so many subject before .

English ; D7

Chinese ; A2

E.maths ; B4

A.maths ; E8

P.Chemistry ; F9

P.Physic ; F9

Combine Hum(G,S) ; E8

Yar Yar , shyt ? i can go ITE for this , thanks .(_l_)

Well , i'm at Wanling house actually ,

Mum run away from home , me , not quite sure if it counts .

what family is this .?

i find no answer , just forget it .

Hais ,

I want a home , that at least have peace , i know it's impossible to have perfect normal family . And i don't pin a hope on it , but yar , just PEACE . (_l_)

I want better results , but nothing motivates me , but i swear i will start studying the next term . I will not sleep in class anymore .

I want No.11 , but i have come to my sense . i always told others love can't be force , it really depends on feelings , so i know he don't like me . so yar , it's just me myself acting like a fool .

I want happiness , at least to be content with life , that's all .

why is it so hard )';

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Different thoughts run through my brain , roll and turn , i couldn't sleep .

it's 2.36 in the morning , and i'm still awake .

thinking about life , thinking of my life .

i off my phone , i hate spam calls from family .

No , correction , i Hate phone calls from family , to me calls from them means Bad news .

What do i want now , i don't know . i can't figure it out .

i can't find something to rely on , someone that's there for me whenever i'm down .

i can't find the support i need );

I feel so lost , now .

i want to cry but i can't show it .

why is everything a mess now , i hate it .

what should i do .

it's like snowing right inside me , i can't figure it out .

What do i want ?

expressing myself , but i feel pathetic for myself );

i hate life , but it's my life .

There's no way out now ,

What to do ,

i hate myself for loving you .

Ian Yeo );

2009-06-05T14:09:00.000+08:00

你施舍的寂寞

让我比一无所有更难过

我不奢求给我一个结果

如果要走 ,至少要告诉我

i want happiness , is this too much to ask for .

I miss you , now .

2009-06-05T12:18:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry , really .

This sorry is for many many people , WanLing especially .

Seriously , if i really did what you told me , I'm damn sorry .

I regretted for not stopping us to do that , damn piss off by myself being so lousy at that .

If I'm better , i might at least have a hold of myself .

Sorry Alvin, ChunXia , Mark , and mum .

I'm sorry for causing all the trouble , it's a promise from myself that i won't touch it anymore .

not even when i grow up .

I fully understand how bitchy it is . how ugly it is , i wun repeat it anymore .

the vomiting part sucks , the high fever sucks too , the sore throat . i hate it all .

and , My No.11 , why didn't you pick up my call );

why didn't you reply me );

i really need you at that moment , even if it's just a hello from you . I'm content

I miss you , and it's not a crush .

I want you to be with me .

2009-06-03T21:11:00.003+08:00

I miss you , No.11

Just came back from work , it's fun working , i got my working shirt anyway .

i manage not to text him today , but i miss him , badly .

i dun want JiaJun to feel irritated by his name , so i keep my mouth shut .

had a fight with mother today morning , hate it .

i wish i'm alone sometimes , in this family , i don't see love at all .

why bother to care , nobody bothers anyway .

i want a perfect family , but no , there's no such happiness for me .

I couldn't forget the way dad left , without a goodbye .

Only those left behind understand the pain .

Whatever , it's nolonger my care and concern .

to me , i dun have a family .

I miss No.11 , seriously , badly . Very very badly , i miss him .

Every single min , my mind keep tells me to forget about him ,

But my heart is saying no , unable to move on .

I don't know how long i can bear the pain , but i'm willing to wait .

i need you now , to hold me through all this .

Cause whenever i'm free , i am thinking of you .

I ♥ You , My No.11

trying to pull through all those fucking stuff .

Trying not to cry , trying to be strong .

I don't know when i'll break down and fall back down .

God bless me . Meishi and Wanling too .

dejected over you );

2009-05-31T13:47:00.005+08:00

I didn't realise i have fallen so deeply in love with you until today .

to the extend that i miss you the whole day , that i feel so unsafe without you .

when you didn't reply me 3 messages , i feel both miserable , and giving up .

Who am i to you , i asked myself over and over again , i just got the same answer over again .

I'm nobody to you , the most i can convince myself is a mere classmate .

Normal than anything , just a classmate that speak less than 5 sentance in half a year .

This sucks , sucks real big this time round .

Why did i let myself in this mess , sobbing just because someone didn't reply me .

anxious when he's around me , shy when i meet his eye .

(_l_)

seriously , this sucks , this is tiring .

But i really can't control my feelings now , I'm sorry . )';

I like you , No.11 ^^

2009-05-30T13:13:00.003+08:00

Hey , i like you .

Lols , kinda having some probs recently and finally everything is solved and everything's fine already .!

It's a warning letter , and everything's closed , promised myself and girls to stop doing all this , we'll be charged to court if anything happens again . Turn smarter , become wiser .

anyway , watched 2 movies , Monster vs Alien and Night at the museum 2 . Both is awesome .!

Love both , lunch at New York New York that day after going to AMKHQ , with wanling and her mum , nice food (;

Yesterday lunch at IKEA , their fish and chip is nice too .

love the way life is now , love the relationship with mum now too , kind of relax compared to last time , much much more flexible .

Did my nails at WanLing house yesterday night .! MeiShi was there too , had real fun .

Meishi keep redo the nails cause she felt that her nails is too short , can't find the colour she wanted too . lols , damn cute ^^

Wanling paint her nails black , while mine was sort of golden brown with sparklings and rose .

^^ love my nails now , hope they last .

Oh , monday gonna have Physic ace , after that will have Parent meeting with CCchua , and will be working with Jiajun . busy busy .

OH YA , before that gonna have Mac breakfast with Wyndee and Jiajun too (;

Hope he also have physic ace :D

Mad over Stevie's song recently , he doesn't look amazing or hot or whatsoever , but his songs and his voice is nice . Love the song all .

Bored bored , real bored , and hungry too ,!

trapped inside my room with my laptop . No food D:

I want to go out ! go out !! go out and have fun ~.~

sad , Wanling just wake up , Meishi i don't think wake up already .

Never mind , i'll find excuse to go wanling house later ^^

i'll bring my laptop go also larh ! not a bad idea too . hoho ., smart me

Pinky's first outing wors .! never bring her out yet (pinky is my lappy in case you forget .)

i miss the heat outside . bored bored bored .

i have nothing to do now , really , except talking to Melvin Lian Yue Feng , there's nothing else on the net that interest me . BORED .

Oh ya , he didn't reply me D: sad .

hope he reply me soon ~ ;D

Anyway , i have so much homework for the holiday .! piles of them staring at me on my table , Scary ;X But i swear i'll do them , even the chinese one (cause if i don't that Mr.Tiger gonna skin me alive -..-) i also make a decision with girls that we'll start studying . so yup , Jiayou .!

Sleepy , suddenly , Z.z.Z.

although i wake up at around noon , but maybe i need a nap now , lols ,

byebye people , i go nap awhile , sure will be back ^^

Bye , have fun during your holidays !

I hold my breathe when you're beside me .

2009-05-26T20:16:00.003+08:00

What what what . ^^

Hello human souls ,

deal with some stuff , walk around Plaza sing , kind of boring .

Life's like this , however everyday , there's different story coming right up .

facing different kind of people .

Anyway , friends around me calling me not to think so much , and i realise never did i stop using my brain even for once in my day except sleeping time .

what's going on my brain is a lot , nobody can keep the pace up .

i wonder if my brain will overload one day , and i'll die . *gua gua*

bored bored bored .

anyway , facebook's quiz say im 21ys-old mentally ;O

so , i'm kind of , mature -..- or old sia . lols .

mum sort of gan "si si chua" , she keep telling him she have no time for him , and my case too , but chua just don't get it . lols .

stupid si si .

Anyway , this thursday , 3pm . girls , good luck , everything will be fine .

loves-

我脑海里，不曾忘记，你

2009-05-22T21:57:00.002+08:00

有些事，不管过了多久，多久，依然很清晰。

没有人，能够了解另一个人。

你，我，也不过只是彼此漫长人生中的一阵风。

来去匆匆，离开后，是否会留下印象，也不一定。

太痛的记忆，留下伤口。

最最想念，累的时候有人靠，哭的时候，眼泪有人擦。

时间把习惯换了，你不再是当初的那个，他。

我也变了。

对感情，累了，疲倦了，不相信了，无能为力了。

每当我以为，自己已经站在幸福的门外。

却发现，那只是想要幸福的错觉。

空荡的房间里，剩下的，只是以往的回忆在倒带。

我，不够聪明，还不明白。

总是有，太多，太多的阻碍。

到最后的最后，没有该不该，没有对错。

爱哭的我，还在原地，害怕你得不到幸福。

或许，还是我，太傻。

谁能告诉我，怎么才能幸福。

算了吧。

Lay back & Fall deep down .

2009-05-20T20:44:00.003+08:00

Failing , failing and more failing .

Whatever .

i failed my P.Chemistry , P.Physic and A.maths .

shytshytshytshytshyt and more shytshytshyt );

Heng , i passed my Geography , E.maths , Chinese -..-

i haven get back SocialStudies and English yet .

i hope hope hope i pass ^^

Well , busy busy with fun recently , happy happy .

nothing must to update , cause i have friends to talk to when i'm down , not like someone , need to type all the shyt out on blog as i doubt she have any close friends she can turn to (;

pathetic slut (;
opps . i forget to mention , you look like one of those chicken in Geylang street , but i think the moment someone fuck you , you broke all you bones ^^

eeyer , i'm so bad , bad michelle . whatever ^^

Bye , off to watch my Boys over flowers , it's so famous now .

20 May 09, 20:46

hayden: haha...u too=)^^

^^ lets all be happy .

19 May 09, 19:05

♥ MonicaL ♥: linkk miix . taqqs . thks .

Linked u up ^^

19 May 09, 17:22

Melvin :B: weywey seashell jie :B.

YES YES YES . let's cab to compass everyday ^^ lols .

18 May 09, 22:44

GIVAN :D: Hello, saw you today. ^^ Why your post like sadsad one?

damn long never see you le :D was thinking a lot of stuff , now okay le ^^

18 May 09, 22:16

eugene: hello haha whoa smoking ar xp

That's not me . (;

18 May 09, 22:06

Ian: Link me

Linked (;

18 May 09, 00:08

stanley: and the words below your pics.. lols!!! i got that song...
18 May 09, 00:07

stanley: wa lau, u lonely mehx? crazy lar..

lols , im not crazy ,

17 May 09, 23:25

Baodong: wa come on la smile

*SMILE*

17 May 09, 22:56

WanLing :): thanks for the blessing! iloveyou too girl.

^^ i love you you you .!!!

That's all ,

Bye bye . ^^

Always , me only

2009-05-17T23:01:00.004+08:00

自己难过自己泪流

回家的路一个人走过

也许是哪里走错

路的尽头没有人等我

月光之下我们哭过笑过

月光之下你曾说你爱我

alone , there always alone

Flying on my own.

2009-05-17T12:23:00.003+08:00

Firstly , best wishes to Couple (i) Mark Mun & TeoWanLing ,

Couple (ii) Alvin Lim & Teo MeiShi .

my 2 best girlfriends , very very happy that they found their happiness ,

somemore the other 2 guy also friends ,

lols , can double date ley . lol ;)

really hope that you all will last long , and no quarrels . (;

This week is really a busy week for me .

going out everyday .

Ytd went to Marina square then to Suntec City , and lastly Singapore river .

tired tired tired ,

the 2 couples are talking talking talking .

i talked to Stan , i keep ask him questions .

Mmmm , realised a lot after that , actually that's a lot more things and stuff out there for me .

waiting for me to discover them ,

it's just a matter of time .

Girlfriends , Teo WanLing,MeiShi .

Thanks for being there , caring for me .

Sharing our little secrets , thoughts and money .! LOL .

really , Very very very glad that i have you 2 .

I love you girls LOTSsSSSSSSs .!

muacks .!

Where's my Motivation .!!

2009-05-11T15:40:00.002+08:00

where's my motivation to study p.chemistry .!!!

it's almost 4pm now , i've yet to touch my chemistry ,

one word , Failing .

i'm sure it'd be a F9 .

Argh , Whatever , I'm not studying , that's it . (_l_)

I'm very very very very very , HUNGRY D:

my motivation .! Kim Hyun Joong .~~

.
..

Tada , my ShuaiGe , ^^

Boys over flowers , 金贤重

2009-05-10T17:27:00.002+08:00

MY SHUAI GE ,

Love this photo best .!

his smile is very heart warming , feel like you'd melt anytime ^^

he look sooooooo handsome when he play violin .

damn shuai .

anyway , intro by BERNICE , so went to watch this ytd night .

till now i'm at esp7 alrdy .

god , damn damn damn nice .

金贤重's birthday is at 6june sia 0.0

same with ...Marcus Ang . -..-

his like ,,, born in 1986 , which means , 23 yrs-old .

his korean name .!! 김현중 . woots .

Kim Hyun Joong , ^^

My idol , (actually i find him look like my 7-11 guy ley)

but my 7-11 guy never work alrdy D;

somemore 7-11 guy 19yrs-old liao -.-

never mind , D:

byebye people ,

i must to bath and off my lappy liao ,

my addiction and craving to continue watching boys over flowers is killing me D:

shytttttttt .... i haven touch my p.chemistry yet !!!!!

argh , don't care larh .

1 more esp .

i'll study at 7pm .!!! ^^

I can't be who you are .

2009-05-08T22:57:00.003+08:00

Cool , i lost 26marks before physic paper is even touched by any teacher .

AWESOME .! (_l_)

Skip that part , 2 days , 2 horrible days spend on studies );

seriously , about the social studies test , i didn't expect the SEQ questions on the successness of the healthcare (?) something like like i can't remenber .

But i never study , i cant choose Q2 cause i never even touch that topic . );

full time slacker's miserable ending .

Maybe i can drop Pure physic and join the combine physic , something like what BaoDong's having , that's another better way , cause i'm aiming for TP ^^

so , doesn't really matter , didn't know why i go double science anyway -..-

Okay , i hope hope hope , i pray pray pray , i'll pass my P.Chemistry and A.maths and E.maths paper1 next week .

&&&&

It would be party time ^^

enjoy babe !

i mean , suffer now );

drunk .

2009-05-05T22:22:00.002+08:00

I feel so lost .

everybody scolding me , asking me to wake up .

let me drunk forever .

Jessey (;

2009-05-04T21:24:00.003+08:00

HE IS MINE , okay , plus meishi and wanling , and the other 433 people's .

lols ,

Jessey is damn cute ,

next time when he grow up , he'll have alot girl jio . hahahs .

HOHOHO ,

anyway , i'm fine ^^

i hate p.physic , i hate p.chemistry , i hate school :X

Waiting for , happiness

2009-05-03T11:36:00.003+08:00

I'm waiting ,

waiting for happiness to arrive ,

i tried to fly , but i fall .

i feel so small , i see you in my dreams ,

images of us that we loved .

Stay with me forever , but i didn't realise there's no forever .

i need you , to be there .

but you choose to leave , me all alone in the dark .

I'm tired , real tired .

Nothing seems to bring up my spirit .

walking past people , it seems like there's only me

Hiding my feelings day and night .

I can't stand this anymore ,

The only thing i want to do now , is to just let got and fall deep .

I can't go on this way anymore , but there seems no way out now .

Although you're the one , that's able to pull me up again .

but , that doesn't even help now .

Nothing could stop my sadness , and it hurt so much now .

Confuse .

2009-05-02T20:51:00.003+08:00

crashed Vivian's birthday chalet , damn sorry );

Hope she's not angry with us ,

AND AND AND ,

Happy Birthday Vivian (;

hais ,

drunk and pour everything out , finally .

i just can't say them out when i'm clear minded. :X

stayed over and talked ,

think through all the stuff i should think ,

hais ,

i'm tired , very tired with everything .

Stresssss.

2009-04-27T20:05:00.002+08:00

WanLing , lovess-

Thanks for cheering me up .

WanLing number 2 ^ ^

MichelleL,MichelleX,AmandaT. ^^

people people ,

good luck for the upcoming exams !

All the best .!

Bye {;

right now ,

you ain't so important alrdy .

sad.

2009-04-23T19:57:00.002+08:00

B'cuz i love you , so i hurt myself .

i don't understand , i told myself to be happy , but the very next minute , i stare blankly .

deep down my heart , i know .

i lost 3 of my most important people in my life .

they matter too much , that i can't forgive myself .

it's me that caused their leavin'

him , dad , mum .

eventually what mum said might be right , my attitude suck , soon , people all leave .

deep down my soul , i've been trying to make myself feel better .

i told myself i would be happy .

but it doesn't help .

i feel so broken .

i did nothing for dad's leaving , not even able to say a single word .

stunned , rotten feelings , speechless , shyt me )';

when daddy left .

2009-04-20T20:06:00.005+08:00

When the girl tried so hard to be strong , telling the whole world she've grown and now she's strong . Whatever others did , won't be a big deal for her . I had to admit , i'm just fooling myself , trying to convince myself , trying to prove to myself that i've fully got over him but somehow , Marcus's word just trash me , waking myself up .

It's not the way i want it to be , it's sucky to feel helpless at all , a lot of things happen recently and i don't know how to faced them right now yet . i won't be the idiot , not again .

Well , so i kept thinking , why did i avoid him ? If i no longer love him , i definitely don't love him anymore , i guess , it's just the momories holding me back . Further more , i swear i really put in my best effort in the relationship .

As for now , i just want to firgure it out , and do well for Mid Year and have some real fun (;

Rock On people . (;

Fast and Furious 4

2009-04-19T15:19:00.003+08:00

well , yesterday went out with WanLing , MichelleLim , Ian , MarcusLim , JianKuo , Samion , Darral(?) to celebrate Ian's birthday .

went to PlazaSing to watch Fast and Furious 4 . i thought it would be boring , but it's nice .

i even told wanling i would go find the rest of fast and furious parts and finish them.

Had fun with them .

After that me and wanling went to Compass .

Walk around , and went home .

sort of lazy to type down all the details , alot of photos with MichelleL , waiting for her to update .

Mmm ,

Geography paper's 10days away .

I want to pass my Geography larh , hope Mrs Ali stop killing us .

Lastly , I'm 16 yrs-old alrdy , I'm not a kid , so I'm not gonna be acting like a kid anymore .

I'm 16 yrs-old , I'm 16 yrs-old , I'm 16 yrs-old .

Urgh , Bye .

i still rmb the details of us ,

but in my memories , your face is nolonger clear .

LaughOutLoud

2009-04-15T20:16:00.003+08:00

Bernice Goh , my dear girl .

Beyond chio-ness

Great movie , great starting .

Love In The Bus , lol

By any chance , humans forget , so my picture ;O

ANY WAY .

I CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN , and i love this one . (;

OH YA ,

i had this fcuking ugly red nose larh ,

cause of the tissue i had over abuse , so that's my end result .

that is definitely stupid , but i had no choice now ,

I'm gonna pray extra hard that it will recover soon !

for some reason , i failed to study today .

i brought back my P.Chemistry book , and Geography .

There's geo test tmr !!!!

Shyt man D:

I NEED TO STUDY .!!!!!!!!!

mid year's 2 weeks time !!

_l_

PS/ man is a blading monkey .

joke for the day [i]

2009-04-13T22:47:00.002+08:00

joke for the day :

Q. how to write red with a blue ink pen ?

A. write the word "RED" down

fever.cough.headache.

2009-04-12T14:12:00.002+08:00

kind of silly but ya , credit to BERNICE GOH (;

yup , so i was sick this few days .

having this mega headache on Friday ,

what a good Friday anyway .

Wan ling went over to my place to bring me down .

but my headache is really unbearable .

and i had this high fever , like .. 39.5 degree Celsius ?

it's shyt man .

so bo bian ,

cabbed down to KK hospital with wanling and grandma .

finally . my headache got a little bit better . D;

i hate being sick and nobody's there .

it feel so , alone . :O

well ,

I'm off to rest alrdy .

bless me .

TAGS:

11 Apr 09, 16:12

Melvin: O: tagged. =/

;D
11 Apr 09, 12:25

MarcusL: recover soon ya girl^^

will recover fast de . (;
10 Apr 09, 00:40

Dk: Hahas , thx for the present. Tc and get well soon.

yup , welcome .
9 Apr 09, 22:35

hayden: get well soon ahh...

you too , drink more water . lol
9 Apr 09, 21:53

WanLing:): get well soon ar girl

you also .!! i love you . (;
6 Apr 09, 21:58

Melvin: lalalala
you choir arh

sick .

2009-04-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

hell shyt man ,

im like sneezing from morning till now alrdy .

my fever finally go down .

i have this feeling of taking out my brain , my throat etc ..

anywhere that i felt pain or uncomfortable with D:

but ya , i cant :O

im so tired now ,

Bye humans .

bless me ._.

Happy birthday Bernice Goh (;

2009-04-06T21:39:00.003+08:00

Bernice Goh Zhi Xuan .!!!!

happy 15th birthday !!

love you lots ,

had fun today ,

hope you love the cake .!!

Girlfriend forever .!

the way they sleep ... kawaii

2009-04-06T21:25:00.004+08:00

Aquarius , me ;D

Capricorn

Leo

Aries

Cancer

Libra

Sagittarius

Virgo

Gemini

Scorpius

Pisces

Taurus

keep going on ..

2009-04-05T17:20:00.005+08:00

WanLing sister's stitch , CUTE RIGHT ;D

i run into him ytd night , around 11 plus . so 'you yuan' right ;D
oh ya , happy birthday in advance to him , he also 6 april :)

went down to 433 ytd evening , frst time watch soccer match ley . lol

forgot to rotate it , lols , damn nice book , so scary the mum .. ;X

2 student ;O , nah , i sleeping behind , people talking behind , lols , this P.Chem teacher , is really . TOO GOOD MAN . :X

TeoWanLing insisted we should play first aid , lols .
stupid larhs . lols ,

love them ;D

1st pic of the yr . i love Girlfriends . ;D

hahas , i took this , they say it look stupid ;X lol

damn excited , cause going anchovale cc swim , end up it didnt open on MONDAY . D:

damn chio this cig , name , 520 .

omg , D: i love this larh . awwwwww . D: tempting...... D:

watch this 2 movies . ;D the unborn was nice , body 19 was stupid .

well , im sort of budy recently .

awww , run out of time .

mid year's coming real soon .

and im not prepare yet . D:

alright ,

later i need to get the things i order for bernice birthday .

still need go get my shool skirt .

mmm ,

oh ,

i woke up at 4pm today ;O

lols .

bye bye .

5 Apr 09, 17:34

ELENA: i heard ur v0ice sia ... i at the playgr0und ... u t0king wif gab rite .
5 Apr 09, 17:34

ELENA: hey ... mich ! u friday at fernvale n wanling uhhs ?

yup yup ;D i was there .! hahas , didn't see you .

5 Apr 09, 15:37

WanLIng:): you know you know, ahem having sore throat cause of the weird thing he drink... and ily michelle

lols , serve him right , drink that eeyer stuff . ewww.

4 Apr 09, 22:21

Valval: heyheyhey chelle chelle! You`re 16 years old!??! yah serious?

yup , serious , born in 1993 ;DDDD

4 Apr 09, 21:11

hayden: yo~ link me.

linked ya . you never link me ley .!! lols

3 Apr 09, 11:54

MarcusL: you're linked too ;D

yup ;D

2 Apr 09, 22:52

bernice: go read my post. refresh refresh. and post !~

;DDD i finally post . hahas

after time ...

2009-04-01T21:27:00.004+08:00

Dear diary ,

i'm feeling terrible right inside now .

no good reason from myself .

no idea why .

studies ? relationships ? or what ?

sometimes i wish i will just dissapear .

to somewhere , nodody finds me .

nobody knows who am i .

neither where i came from .

i thought i could pull it through .

after years and years ,

i'll vanish from your life ,

no evidence to prove that i exits before ,

nothing would be left behind .

someday ,

you won't even be able to remenber me .

maybe not even in your memories .

slowly , i'm forgotten by everyone .

including , me .

终于明白，爱已不在

a brand new month

2009-04-01T19:08:00.002+08:00

hello earth , it's a new month .!

anyway , i'm leaving .

to china / taiwan ,

april fool .

lame .

bye human .

i'm homework's slave .

& you didn't turn up

2009-03-30T21:15:00.002+08:00

i feel like a lost kid ,

straggling to do my best for studies ,

trying so hard .

but i feel so lost , i thought you would be there for me

but i chase you off .

what am i doing ,

my wishes vanish ,

i couldnt see us ,

it's not there , it's not happening ,

and i'm very sure it won't happen ,

what am i expecting .

nothing out of nothing .

i should not bother you .

now that i feel like a lost kite flying aimlessly .

not knowhing where to go , where to fly .

nobody guiding , nobody cares .

shyt me , biatch . D:

我的心，再也承受不了 . Honey ,

reply tags .

2009-03-29T19:29:00.005+08:00

i kept quiet and stay silence , for you .

29 Mar 09, 19:17

shoppingtime-oh: Click the name to visit the blogshop, thanks! (:

alright (;
29 Mar 09, 19:05

JiaJun.: sorry for late reply bytheway.
29 Mar 09, 19:05

JiaJun.: haha , my results all same as you lo wth ._.

hahas , but is i suay . not you suay !! ;D lol ;X
29 Mar 09, 16:03

ʜʏʟʟɪs.: our Chem teacher looks retarded , he standed there for the entire practical lesson

serious , omg -..- i think no use again ,
27 Mar 09, 17:41

Sharmain: Hello , michelle .

hello sharmain !
26 Mar 09, 22:33

bernice: wanling look so cute, you look red and drunk.

hahas , we both drunk and crazy down there.
26 Mar 09, 22:03

WanLIng:): no need to tag yourself!!! i tag you can le! taggggggggggggg
hahhas , love you .

& you would have regret .

2009-03-28T14:23:00.002+08:00

school's boring on Friday , P.Chemistry was stupid cause Me,Wyndee,JiaJun,Clio,AnnQi,Fairl, have totally no idea where the class is .

-..-

this is so stupid , we missed out our experiment time .D: awww .

actually we found it after 20mins , lols . but since class's ending in 30mins time ,

we decided we might as well go back to class and slack since Ng Kiet Kiet didn't come ;D

hahas , Jas didn't come too .

i think , i won't survive .

God , next week there's E.maths class test ,

and what's worst is that i forget to bring back my notes , textbook and file .!

hell shyt right D:

oh , something good is that ,

i have decided to lead a healthy life style (;

ytd i went jogging with WanLing from her house , to Anchovale CC , to PeiHwa , following Lrt line , walk back to SengKang CC , den walk back to WanLing house .

took my bag and bus to my house , and walk a big round to 433 .

slack with twinny , went to meet up with ex-taekwondo friends .

and we went jogging from Punggol CC to HouGang stadium to XinMing Sec , Monfort sec back to Punggol CC .

amazing uh .

You have totally no idea how painful my leg is now . i mean my leg muscle . D:

yup , so i woke up today around 9.30 , had bread and start doing my E.maths revision for 2 hours .!!! ;D

and now i'm watching movies .

i started watching 13 going on 30 but it's kind of boring so i stopped half way , so i watch Bolt , but also not interested , so i off it .

It's so boring . );

need to study at 3pm .

i'm hungry now );

Your voice lingers on ...

2009-03-26T20:29:00.002+08:00

my sucky result .! ;X

English : E8

Chinese : C5(bloody hell i never get C before , i donno what's wrong)

E.Maths : B4

A.Maths : D7

P.Chemistry : F9

P.Physic : F9

Geo,SS : F9

this is the 铜锣烧 , green tea favour , ;D very nice .

my chemistry went MIA for 3 lesson alrdy . -..- so we sneak in AVA , hahas .

WanLing treat me this ;D

Went had fun hahas . she know what i mean . ;P

Michelle say :" Omg , it's alrdy Thursday .!"

still rmb she tuesday keep grumble telling people it's only tuesday -..-

omg , left 1 month to Mid-Year .

1 word , DIE .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so used to slacking le ley , how how how D:

today had PTM , Mum didn't scold me , only tell me if i failed so badly for MidYr , i die .

cause she would tell Dad .!!!

);

oh ya , as what i expected , CCA attendance is 0/7

lmao .

late 4 times somemore ,

OH YA , our school came up with this rule that if we late for 5 times , we will get suspension.

crap .

seriously , PeiHwa .... is so sucky . ;O

(no offence , i know you agree )

);

can't pei Wanling today cause mum brought me home ,. lol ;X

wasn't feeling very well so after i finish A.maths revision 1 , i went to orh orh -..-

ZzZzZzZzZzZ

now i'm back using com .

hahas ,

tired );

oh ya , I'm nearly late today larh , my phone didn't ring ley , i swear this time is not i close it .

WanLing called me @ 6.45am , and i chiong all the way to Renjong in 30mins .

heng never late , if not need run the muddy field , eeeeeeeeeeeyerr D:

lols , okay i go talk to people le ,

i tried playing hotel 626 , and im clueless ,

i'm not really scared by it , but irritated .

cause like the mad man in the room right ,

i spent 30mins looking but still failed .

wtf , D:

Tags :

26 Mar 09, 20:03

Meishi: haaahas , you rocks more . i love you ehhh ;D

Hahas , that person so stupid , i love you too ;D
25 Mar 09, 22:12

bernice: michelle chill. shawn`y... lols.. nevermind. tell you next time.

lols , i'm okay lahhs , hahas , dun worry . (; love ya.

I'm lost of words );

2009-03-25T22:01:00.002+08:00

I'm speechless right now .

trying hard not to think about anything that spoils my mood ,

but i still failed today .

it sucks cause i have stomache cramp for nothing ,

2. im very very very tired today

3. i dun want to go school but i dun have anyy reason .

4. i dun have uni to change .

5. my grandma and dad nag me

6. shawn'y bluff me , he's busy with all the game

7. i was hit by basketballs today during pe

8. i was late for chinese class again for donno how many time

9. i was caught by Muru after chinese for not changing back to uni

10. i had hard time running and avoiding muru .

11. wanted to use com , but internet was fucking lag

12. Shawn'y never reply my msg (bad)

13. im just so angry .!

_l_

how to cool myself down ,

fuck.

I Hide My Feelings For You .

2009-03-24T19:38:00.004+08:00

I had a dream last night , and i dream that i'm 戴阳天's stead , LOL ;X

okay , i don't really counted as his mega fan . But i donno why i will dream about him ya .

LOL . but ya ,

(skip this topic)

so , Today is Tuesday , omg );

why it's like so longgggg D:

hais , talked to friends , chatted , laugh , it's fun

but all this while i've been thinking about this question all day long .

although alot people tell me just go for it if ya feel the same way too .

but i dun think you felt that way .

so ya .

i'll stop myself before feelings get uncontrolled .

i haven get back my report book , or should i say i still haven tell mum/dad yet .

im gonna dieeeeeeeee .

awwww

T__________________________T

Big Shyt );

ByeBye , Forget Me , Dun Miss Me ;X

Tiffany K. ,

hahas , alright ;D *mega super big smile showing all teeth -.-*

WanLing . ,

lols , i know i know , i love you ;D

Bernice . ,

thanks , i'll de , i did talk alot with you today ;D hahas . love you .

AK ,

lols ;X you face . -..- what 163 .!!!!

WeiJun ,

Yo brother .! long time no talk , lol ;D

what to do .... D:

2009-03-23T22:24:00.003+08:00

i'm not suppose to like you ,

i'm not suppose to even have the thought of liking you .

i can't be the one .

i can't love you .

but if i'm feeling this shyt and stuff ,

i'll be a bitch .

i dn't want to be a bitch

but the fact is i'm falling for you .

but there's nothing i can do .

i fall for you , but i can't be with you );

I'll keep it to my heart .

2009-03-21T16:03:00.003+08:00

yup , KFC's worker , lol ;X

Mooo .! i love you (;

happy 11th birthday cousin (;

yup yup ,

michelle spent her morning watching the devil wears prada .

:D it's a nice show .

oh , today is JOANNE TAN LI ER's birthday .

and mum's home , i donno if i could sneak out )))):

i don't give a shyt man .

i want go out D:

alright , i gtg , it's alrdy 4pm .

and i hdidn't realise time past so fast today D:

oh shyt .

my P.Physic textbook's staring at me D:

gtg , bye people .

th devil wears prada

2009-03-21T15:24:00.002+08:00

well , this movie is awesome .!

worth the time (;

M thinking

2009-03-20T19:21:00.002+08:00

i've been thinking alot recently , about stuff that i didn't used to notice .

this past 2years , i've grow and learn alot . from mistakes and from problems i faced .

i guess i'm much more mature , i hope i am , now .

they always say human grow smarter as they grow older .

so im growing older -..- so i think i'll get smarter .

i sound so old . ):

whatever D:

suddenly , i'm out of words .

thinking change , feelings fade , people grow , wound heals .

idk ,

i'm just so , confuse .

like what WanLing have posted on her blog , everytime we have something we don't talk about it cause we know other's also have their things to talk . D:

talking to Meishi and Wanling now .

listening to I Wanted You , i still rmb what you told me about this song .

and it fits what i felt back then .

i heard what she told me , and shawn'y told me it's just an excuess ,

i hope it's true ,

seriously i feel like a failure in relationship .

like i say before , it's all sudden feelings . idk ....

when i'm looking back , i see myself hurting other ,

and now i regret , alot .

i'm sorry ....

if god give me another chance ,

what will be things like now ,

i donno why .

somehow ,

i , sort of miss , you .

Just close your eye .

2009-03-18T23:39:00.003+08:00

i never know that love can be so beautiful . (;

(from L.ChoonWeng's blog)

secret valentine by we the kings , is damn nice .

the kind of songs that cheers up the moodless feeling , brushes off all the unhappiness .

it reminds me of how beautiful love is , despite the broke up sadness .

love is beautiful , if i'm able to choose love or not to .

i'll choose love (;

so yup , i did manage to study today , a bit . O:

i did P.Chemistry , chapter 1-3

yup , that's looks like a little bit only , but to me it's a lot already

i have to read the chapters and understand it , and make notes .

sad right :B

wellllll , half way , WanLing text me , asking if i'm free .

hahas , so yup she came over to my place ,

i thought we'll have fun .

but ya , i thought .

the problem does not lies on her , not on me too .

it's my mum D:

she , again .

i hate her , i said it lots of time to wanling , but she convince me .

she's my mum after all , she love me .

i hope she do ,,, but ya .

what makes me hate her is she always manage to ruin my day without fail .

i'm not being mean but , that's the fact O:

alright , stop on that .

yup , i went over to daddy shop to help cause mum's sick , again .

because she's sick and that reason is very valid , so i'm suppose to go .

it's not that bad lahhs , i mean it's not alot of people , so i'm not very tired .

oh , daddy's friend say im not a bad girl ,

why did he say that ?

cause dad said :" she's a bad girl (in chinese).!"

i was like ... oh , *hurt* (lol)

OH YA , HAPPY BIRTHDAY DK , argh , i should have pressed post before 12am T________T

sorry

uh uh uh ~~~

michelle is so hyper now ,

know why

shawn'y sent me all the nice nice songs !!!!!!

so good right .!

shawn'y is the bezzzzzz .! ;D

Meishi , be strong .

2009-03-17T15:02:00.002+08:00

Meishi , be strong alright , rmb , we'll be there for you .

what's most important now is you must rest well and take good care of your body .

i love you alright . ;D

oh Geeek.

2009-03-16T16:21:00.005+08:00

surprise .! ;DD

a pretty piece of dress but way too ex .

changi

;DD

Chemistry

my chio lappy name , pinky . ;D

oh i forget to tell ya i named my mp4 , blacky . lol ;x

my phone is DAblacky . -..-

whatever , i'm so lame ........

hahas , oh i downloaded the software for videos , but it doesnt work in my lappy cause my lappy is english educated , cant speak chinese -..-

damn stupid right , but nbm , i guess it still speak japanese cause it's make in Japan .

lmao , whatever .

oh , today there's Geo lesson in the morning , and i totally forgotten .

so i end up doing my own revision , i'll die D:

oh , den rmb that day i post about the things i'm suppose to do ,

i failed to follow lahhs .

didn't went to work , didnt revise , didnt go geo lesson somemore .

awwwww.

god,

im left with the last 2 eps. for 命中注定我愛你 , for this 7 words i need go search .

-..-

god , Dx

argh , bye people , i really need to study .

any people know how to do a maths ,

chapter 3 .3

i donnno how to do D:

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16 Mar 09, 10:00

Felicia: eh SAW is damn nice right!!!! but stupid lah the guy dunno why ending die at the kiap kiap thingy. h

hahas , it's 1 of my fav, movie ;D but i think it'll never end ley =/

16 Mar 09, 01:14

xiaodan: hello! taggedxDhavent seen ya for ages;) btw saw is rated R21 in singaporexD

ya , but nbm , i'll find my ways , haha s , how'r you anyway ?

15 Mar 09, 23:51

WanLing :): i realize i watch all the saw with u leh! omg i am a saddist

-..- what saddist , it's your rong xin to watch with me okay . lol

15 Mar 09, 16:01

Pʜʏʟʟɪs.: michelle relink me . you know who i am right ? =X

relinked , i know . lols , tt time in my another com cant see your name . lols .

12 Mar 09, 18:07

junjie: link me:) www.jetaime-junjie.blogspot.com

link ;D

new lappy ;DD

2009-03-15T23:21:00.003+08:00

yupp , i bought this toshiba laptop .!!

chio right the colour ;DDDD

mummy pay 99% and i pay 1% , lols

i hope it last , cause it's really damn nice ,

the speed is fast , and i haven install my ram yet cause they run out of rams ,

so i need to get it after 20th march , and it's at kallang ley . so far ;X

oh , this person call Ewin or what name , he's a promoter , and cause mum only giving me this amount , he actually lend me money ley , hahas , seldom see this type of ppl .

amazing right , so me and wanling gave him our address .

to prove that i don't cheat his money ;D

oh ,

so now , i got my own lappy ;D

oh ya , i don't know how to ooporate my bluetooth in my laptop ley ,

don't know why always fail ley .

damn sad , shall ask other ppl tmr ;D

oh i love my pink lappy ;D

although i'm not really a fan of pink but it really look damn chio ;D

;DDD

hohoho , i love lappy .

some family stuff , i didn't want to mention , it sucks , but i have nothing can do about it ,

all i can do is accept , and nothing else .

i hope i can hold on...

my lappy can't type chinese cause i haven install the thing yet

and i haven install the anti-virus thing .

and i finally download msn .! ;DDD

alright ppl , bye ;D

Saw series . ;D

2009-03-13T23:49:00.002+08:00

i haven watch saw 1 yet , looking for it .!!

watch this @ Bernice house with wanling the other time , 1st saw movie for me ;D

haven watch saw 4 yet , looking for it too ,

i watch this at wanling sister's ipod . :D

&&& i watch this with wanling at my house today .!!!

she came over to my house , so we start watching saw5 , den went to fetch my cousin ,

played , cooked , had fun {:

wanted to pei her go somewhere , but my mum came back suddenly , so i was like -.-

im so sorry . D:

oh well , i flunk my CA so badly that , Mr Chua wanna meet my parents larh . D:D:D:

this is like , what the hell .

mum's gonna kill me but seriously ,

i'm not sad or , should i say i'm not bothered by my result at all .

i know i didn't study , so this is what i deserved , no point mopping over it ;D

all i'm gonna do and alrdy planned is to revise and self study every single shyt they taught me .

so yup ,

i know i can do it so im not worried ;D

im so BHB , but nbm , it's good for health sometimes .

OH YA ,

im going out with my classmates to High Court ;D

i have so many things .... mmm , let me list down .

tmr , High Court , Finish homework .

Sunday , Working till 3pm , Do e-learning,ace-learning website homework .

Mon , Geo ace 10am-11.15am , Study P.Chem (chpt. 1-7)

Tue , Study P.Phy (chpt.8-11)

Wed , outing with PeiXin (oh ya , must remind myself to text HuiShan & DK ) , Revise E.maths

Thur , Working from 5pm-10.30pm , Before that should be doing A.maths .

Fri , Finish all the chapters .

Sat , i rmb i have something but i forgot ... mmm . -..-

Sun , free ;DDDDDDD

hohohoho .

i think im bo liao , but nbm ,

OH YAH ,

i forget to talk 'bout my Sec3 camp .!

it's damn fun to me ,

my instructors are Mosa (a.k.a Gorilla)& WeiCheng(a.k.a Monk)

they're super awesome .! super nice , very funny , expecially the last day .

hoho .

they did this staring thing and see who can don't laugh for the longest .

(remind me of you ... }':)

it's so funny , you should have see the way they stare larhs .!

i still rmb Mosa is ex-serangoon sec , 18yrs-old , got a girlfriend (14yrs-old ley .!)

lols , now in ITE ,

and that weicheng is in AJC if i'm not wrong , and his CCA is ODAC ;DDDD

lol ;XXX

we're so KPO right ... hahahahaha xD

but , curious mahhs . :}

1st day is sucky , we ate in the rain , despite in shelter , (the whole lot of us sitting in canteen)

so the wind is mega strong , so it blow all the rain in , super cold i tell ya .

but it's a experience , ;D i bet none of ya ate in rain before right .! ha ;D

2nd day is so fun and amazing ,

i saw this full circle rainbow around the sun & the moon .!

it's fcuking beautiful & i swear it's super rare .

it's so lucky of me , -..-(ignore me)

hahahahahahhaha ,

i did belaying(how spell -..-) thing , everytime ppl fall i nearly fly ....-.-

but it's fun although my arm aches so much -..-

3rd day was short , miss it D:

oh , JiangNan told me i slept like pig >.<

hahas , too tired le ;D

ok , im off now , bye people ;D

^^ camp is 8 more hours .!!!

2009-03-08T22:58:00.002+08:00

i bet you guys are so excited for the sec3 camp right right right .!!
.
i saw you laughing .
hohohohohohohohohoho
.
i'm with wanling now . @ her house /
.
muahahahahahhaahah
.
but for the camp right ,
there's 1 sad thing .
.
you guys cant find me for 3 days . i know your will miss me like mad right
.
dun need tell me ,
(wanling keep saying i BHB)
.
i know your all disagree right
i know i know ,
.
i'll go now to let your miss me more .
byebye
.
i'll be back in 3 days ,
dun miss me until forget to eat /.
.
(wanling say :" who will miss you , everybody in camp ")
.
-..-
.
my fragile heart break already lohhs .
D':
.
but , i still believe you will miss me :DDDD

& if i had a wish ,

2009-03-07T14:48:00.002+08:00

suddenly , i realise something , after so long , it's not too late i guess .

well , i went to changi for fishing ytd .! or rather , watch other ppl fish . -..-

i thought it's fun to fish , then it turn out to be the opposite .

but nbm , it's still an experience . ;D

oh , i forget im posting =..=

im talking to shawn'yeo on msn cum messging daniel and wanling .

then everytime msn ring i pick up my phone , my phone ring i press msn ,

-..-

okay ,

SEC3 CAMP is just 1 day away .~~~~~~

hoho excited .!!

so long never go camp le , bloody hell it's raining , my sleeping bag .!!!!!!!

oh , im back .

lols .

my cousin playing dai di . or how you spell that .

mmmmm .

i also want play .~~

going out later , bye people . ;D

tags :

6 Mar 09, 22:50

Pʜʏʟʟɪs.: hey yoz michelle

hi , you are ?

5 Mar 09, 18:37Jeanette(::

Michelle [: Miss you !

:D you so long never come school le .

4 Mar 09, 21:27

Jizong: link leh...hahas...scared i lazy update >.<'"

lol , nbm lahhs .

forget all the hurt .

2009-03-04T18:15:00.003+08:00

i went to cut hair on that day , 27'feb .

nothin' special about tt day :'D

oh anyway , i've flunk out my whole common test and it's no joke .

i've gotten back my chinese , A.maths , E.maths , P.Chemistry , P.Physic .

i failed those in green . -..-

but i know i only can blame myself , cause i didnt study at all .

all the while i was slacking with wanling , jeanette and pingrui -..-

so yup , i expected that i guess .

common test week we went playing DDR @ PingRui house .

so yup , what do you get after hours of DDR ? Flunk out your test of course .

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

anyway , me and jiajun decided to study .!

who failed to do that will treat the other party lunch .

-..-

kind of only food motivate me de feeling =.=

recently i have this craving for titbits ley , especially chocolate . i don't know why .

somemore i keep sleeping , and still feel so tired ley .!

like ytd night , i fall asleep while waiting for weng's call , den i still over slept this morning .!

so i sleep from 10.30 pm to 6.30 am .!!!

omg right , and i still feel v.v. tired .

>.<

something is wrong with me somewhere .

oh oh oh , i haven revise my work today YET .

if i know this , i won't want be in a pure class .!

D: D: D:

bye humans , i'm off to be homework's slave . awwww.

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3 Mar 09, 22:23

sinyee: hey , michelle relink me yeah. thanks.

relinked , :D

1 Mar 09, 23:27

WanLing :): DON'T BE SAD.. i will be there for you. if you are sad i will try to rush down.. forever by your side.

i won't be sad . ty for being there , anything phone me , i'll also rush down .! ;D

26 Feb 09, 20:32

JiaJun.: that's why cannot say i pee on my pants. (:

alright alright , it's like so long alrdy , LOL .

23 Feb 09, 10:17

chilli: hello! happy that you still remember me nerhs ^^

of cos rmb ya , :D

22 Feb 09, 15:35

melvin: hmm.. i come tag =/

lols . ty ,

2009-03-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

i thought i couldn't be feeling anymore worst .

but i was still wrong after all , somehow , i manage to let go .

i realise it's been a week i last cried . & i guess i really let it go .

we never know how precious it is to us until we lost it , after we couldn't get hold of it anymore ,

and i'm very sure we could never find back it anymore .

i thought i could just die .

i didn't know how to face ya anymore that i avoid thinking .

actually . i'm fake , im so beyond happiness now .

ha . if only i meant that .

i feel butterflies in my stomache ,

my heart ache so much , i couldn't breathe , couldn't do a single thing right .

i thought , i could just let go off everything hurtful .

i don't understand a single shyt i'm typing .

half of me is so upset , i feel the pain ,

another part of me is so what-so-ever .

i must be mad .

why did i turn into this way ? what cause me to think this way ? s' ? nope .

in the start it's him , but now it's no more .

so what , why , who , cause me to behave like this .

harm myself in the way isn't helping , and i hate myself .

i finally get it .

i hate myself , so i toture myself . ha , i'm so wat-so-ever

fuck it , i had enough ,

i can't stand this ,

it's so over .

CT is over ~~

2009-02-27T12:05:00.002+08:00

hello everybodyyy .
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today is friday , but but but , i didn't attend school today .
why why why .
michelle over slept .
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-..-
dots dots dotsssss
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but i study in the morning with my cousin , she over slept too .
hahas .
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settling the thing between you 2 . mmm , seriously . i think quarreling between friends is very stupid . i didn't mean anything ,
just felt that should treasure the friendship .
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it's both different story im hearing , and i don't know which is true .
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just want us to be nothing but good sisters .
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whatever it is , i'll be there .
...
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oh ya .!
bernice , meishi , jeanette all never went school today .!!!
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hahahs . so coincidence . lol .
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good right . hahas .
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now deciding where to go today ....
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mmm , study alrdy must have FUN :D
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hoho .
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need to shop for new clothes .
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oh oh oh . bye people .
:D

2009-02-24T21:30:00.005+08:00

having Common test these few days ,

went to ping rui's house today

& studying with Wl , J .

im off to study again !!

nights all .

miss me

Happy Birthday ,

leaving our memories .

2009-02-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

suddenly remenber i didn't upload the V-day photo nohhs ,

finish my E.maths work , revise for Chemistry , Physic too .

i suddenly become so dumb , kind of forget how to solve the math questions .

i tink this might be the side effect for puffing -..-

so , for my brain , im gotta forcing myself stop .

i must stop .

i dont want to become an idiot ,

so tried of it , ytd went bball-ing with ping rui , he and his friends , wanling , jeanette .

there's this small kid , he's so good at scaring you with the ball -..-

seriously i love buangkok .

the people there , led a night life . even babies i tell ya .

we're like walking at 12 plus or something , and we saw this baby with his family ,

we're like , "WOW" babies stay out late .

-..-

super dumb ley .

god i hate living at hougang , it's so dull . so boring .

watever ,

ouch , my neck hurts . D:

im off to sleep .

nights human.

miss me =..=

here to reply tg :D

2009-02-22T02:17:00.002+08:00

im now here at jeanette house , im sleeping at her house today .
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quarrels with parents , again .
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speechless .
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we're so bored . so im here to blog .
rather , to reply tag

21 Feb 09, 23:47

yifang: hey babe. don't be sad. c'mon. smileeeeeeeeeeee worried D:

dun worry babe , :D i'll be fine

21 Feb 09, 23:42

bernice: hey charbo. cut down on vulgarities lahh. idk how to spell. hmms. you'll overcome it.

alright .

21 Feb 09, 21:16

JiaJun.: You got see water coming out from my .. mah o.o

=..= no .

21 Feb 09, 19:38

passer: trying to make new friendss .

21 Feb 09, 19:38

passer: wont u felt very very sad at times ? serious speaking , i am like u . i felt horrible .

you'll be fine , i'll so over it now . :D

21 Feb 09, 16:54

PHYLLIS.: Hellos . Ure classmate here hahas . Cheer up (:

linked ya ;D i'll classmate .

21 Feb 09, 15:00

shhawnn: msn.?

michelle_zhen_ping@hotmail.com , but i seldom online , if you want you can find me through phone.

21 Feb 09, 12:43

Felicia: hey sweetie! Dint talk to you for such a long time already .___.
yup , ever since this yr D:

im done :D
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im back talking to jeanette le , bye , night .

& i thought we could do better .

2009-02-20T23:23:00.002+08:00

perhaps , love is just a lie .
a fucking lie that i believe .

ya know what , once i thought love is nothing but a lie .

but then i thought , not really , love can be as sweet as what people said .

so i thought why not give it a try , so i tried .

but end up failing it , another time .

before i know the shocking news , i thought it's my fault for us ending it this way .

but nope , now i thought it's such a better ending .

I'm glad i fulfilled your wish , i bet you wanted that long ago .

ha , how foolish am i to believe ,

it's giving me hell for the past 2 weeks , but strangely , when i saw it , it stopped .

i thought it's just another break down for me ,

but i was so wrong .

all i felt was disappointment .

more and more disappointment , and some more of that .

i don't know why am i typing this down but i'm doing it .

call me crazy if you want , cause i don't give a shyt to your feeling now .

go on ,

do ya freakin' hell give a shyt to what i felt then ,

nah ,

i guess love is just a lie that people believe , but for no good reason , i'm still believing .

oh , i bought mp4 today ,

same as your's .

but what's so surprise , we just happened to use the same one :D

OMG , oh my fcuking god .

2009-02-20T21:47:00.004+08:00

_l_

omg i tell you , it's freaking hell just so shocking to me that , i haven told anyone about it yet .

it's freaking hell making me feel like an idiot all the while .

I'm like a fucking fool that you played all along .

it's fucking ... unbelievable , it's oh my Jesus .! _l_

i tell you , if you give me a wall and ask me to bang it , i might i tell ya .

it freaking disgusting ?

if god give me another chance , i tell ya , i freaking hell regret to badly for knowing ya .

you're the worst I've ever seen .

scam , for god seek , you disgust me .

in case you miss my face ..

2009-02-16T22:26:00.002+08:00

in case you miss me or forget my look , or had not seen me for long , my photo is here .

L-M-A-O

i just had a hair cut ytd , not much difference ,

-..-

and that's the 1st rose i got , on V-day , and from a girl , bernice . ;D

but compare to rose , i rather catus , somemore it wont die , D:

okay , i'll leave now so you'll miss me ,

HA . -..-

michelle's back fresh new .!

2009-02-16T21:11:00.003+08:00

muahahahaha .! michelle's back again .!!!!

i shall update my blog more despite the piles of homework .

i dun care i dun care .~~~~

i miss my blog man , it's dying anytime , i dun want my blog to die .!!!!

know what , i make new friends recently , hoho ,

finally right .!!!!

i'm open up again to new stuff , new people , new thinking .

actually , also should thank sebas , if not i won't be so positive now .

he make me realise some values , despite the hurt .

watever it is , i'm finally able to say , I'm fully over you .! :D

so human ,

what's new out there for me ?

hey , i'm so ready for new excitement , ;DDDD

so people ,

i'm gonna be super friendly , super super friendly .

hahas ,

so if i suddenly say hello to you right , must say hello back hor ^^

okay human ,

miss me , im tired now ,

bye , with love , that michelle , the stupid seashell {:

happy valentine .

2009-02-13T16:22:00.003+08:00

hello people .

it's another week , past by quickly .

i just got home , cause of tt bloody asshole , tt principal really suck .

i was walking out of the school with meishi when she saw my necklace , friendship band .

freaking hell idiot lahhs , gave me 1 hour detention .

enough of this , _l_ , spoil my moody mood .

already not very happy still find problem . already getting out of tt sucky school .

_l_

ARGH .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

'kay ,

E-N-O-U-G-H .

well , tomorrow is valentines' day , actually also meant nothing at all to me now .

going out with gfs, mmm , ya know what ,

somehow , i find girlfriends is sooooooo cool , i mean , they are also girls ,

so i think it would be easier to know each another ,

also also , parents won't know anything right .!

den can spent so much time with both also , HA!

so cool lohhs , maybe i'll find a girl , lols .!

you thought i'm crazy ?

no ! i'm perfectly fine :D

mmmm ,

oh michelle , you're really out of your mind ,

ah shyt man , i ask my cousin help me buy the big big pokka green tea ley ,

den it's so damn big you know ,

so i was like , omg .

no link .... =..=

oh i got a mirror from wanling , rocher from wyndee , :D

hehe , i was so crazy so i went around giving people sweet -.-

fake nose is my ex-pri schoolmate sia , hahas .

oh ya , i tell you people , JIAJUN PEE ON HIS PANTS TODAY .!!!!!

no lahhs , acutally he sweat until so jialat , tt his pants also wet -..-

hhaahhahahahahhahahaha , funny right , you must see it den funny ,

-.-

argh , watever .

i'm off to drink my super big green tea le ,

byebye , don't miss me

day gets longer , night gets shorter.

2009-02-08T13:40:00.003+08:00

we'll get over relationship . we'll .

it's been sucha long time we took photo together .

no comment -..-

happy birthday michelle {:

when those tears flow down the smile .

taken during chu er at jo's place

taken outside my place ;D

finally have time to sit at home .

i'm always outside till 1am or maybe 2 or 3 am outside in the morning .

maybe playing , maybe slacking , maybe drinking , maybe talking .

it's so much tears flowing lately and i swear i hate this .

i wanna stop acting like a fool , a bitch .

seriously , i'm acting so bitchy . god and i hate that , F.k

gotta stop fooling around at night and behave like a good girl .!!!!!!!!!

hais , all those emotions evaded me , i'm giving myself hell .

i'm telling myself i'm treating myself better , when i'm drinking all the time .

michelle , wake up .!!!

hais ,,

you guys are telling me stop loving , but it just hurts so badly , more than i thought it would be .

it hurts to see you yet not talking .

i just couldn't affort .. another fall .

4th February...}:

2009-02-06T14:03:00.001+08:00

i'll always remenber today ,
although we're friends now , but i just want ya to know , take care alright .

i love ya baby , but we ain't meant to be ,

happy 16th birthday .!

2009-02-01T13:30:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to me .!!! (31Jan`)

hehehehehehehehehehehehe , happy birthday to me .!!

went out with meishi , wanling , bernice , yifang , michelle(another michelle:)

went compass , den amk , den kovan . lols .

went pooling with wanling , it's fun .

and nothing much , lastly happy birthday to myself

my wish is you .

happy new year ,!

2009-01-28T20:28:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR .!!!

hoho ,

didn't had a nice new year ,

dun feel like mentioning anymore .

hope me and baby dun quarrel anymore .

it sucks when we argue , especially terrible fights .

hate it (go away D:)

anyway , i got alot ang bao this year , hahas .

and and and . i hate surds .!!!!!

因为我爱你

2009-01-22T18:37:00.002+08:00

baby boy , 永远永远手牵手, 我们要一起生活.

so long never updated le , so many things had happen over the past 2 weeks .

it's complicating and so hard to solved , i mean meishi's .

after school reopen , we got so busy , baby coping hard with both studies and work .

it's not the same without you by my side , it ain't the same ,

baby , seriously i miss you alot alot ,

i don't like it >.<

baby baby , i want us to stay the way we're . for ever only happiness .

meishi , 要努力撑下去，i'll be there .

2009-01-16T14:57:00.001+08:00

helloooooooo people .!!!!!

;DDDD

seriously , sec3 life sucks .!!!!!

awww , gotta study study study almost everyday man .!!!

and the rules of peihwa suck even more .!!!!

roarrrrr >..<

gotta run , late for work liao -.-

sooo busy .!!!!

2009-01-09T19:52:00.002+08:00

people .!!

i'm soooo busy .!! gosh .! i need more time to sleep lahhs .!!!!

awww. ~

anyway , school's great , except for that new principle , new class was fine ;D

awww , i miss baby D:

happy belated new year , lols .!!

2009-01-05T16:16:00.002+08:00

yup , ppl .! it's a brand new yr .!
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kind of too late to say this but , nbm , it's just 5 days past . hahas .
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well , i have to say school really suck lots , lots , lots , >.<
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i'm seperated from friends all day longgggggggg . how could this happened . DDDDDD;
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well well well ,
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i miss meishi , bernice , yifang , jiang nan .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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mr joseph chua , my form teacher ,
yup .
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nothing much ,
life's been so bored .

merry chirstmas .!

2008-12-24T00:34:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS .!!!

hohoho , i can feel the christmas songs playing ;D hohoho .

i love christmas .!!

hoho . i bet i'll have so much fun ;D

p/s , happy birthday twinnie ;D

happy happy happy .~

2008-12-18T17:02:00.009+08:00

{Sebas'tian}

small baby , mich , big baby ;D

so adorable . ;D

michelle says ^

this 2 pic is that time went bugis took one , lols .

tadah~~~ me and baby ;D

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michelle : hohoho , ben and jerry chocolate ice cream .!!!

bernice : hehehe , sooooooo nice ;D

Baby ... want some ben & jerry ? lols

aunty mary , she's super good alright ;D

Jeffery .! ;D

that bird face ... lol

very 1st product of michelle's first try for BBQ -.-

not a good one , but nice try -..-

.

hahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahaha .

HELLO HUMANS , PEOPLE , MAN , WOMAN , KIDDOS ,

.!!!!

hahas ,

i'm back .! mich'elle is b-a-c-k .!!

michelle is back from her 'holiday' to downtown -,- hahas .

alright , i treat this chalet as a holiday alrdy , hahas ,

baby's sista booked the chalet for us for 16,17,18 dec , so we're there ,

-,- kidda no clue , but nbm , skip ^^

baby , me , bernice , jeffery , junkai was the 5 ones

hahas , although not alot people but still ok .

miss chia yi fang didn't come due to __(idk)__ reasons , -,,-

so well , aunty mary came down , help us in BBQ and stuff .

had real fun with her , she really rock as a mother ,

she always say we're her children , ;D

she bought BBQ stuff and BBQ for us (super touching) ,

super long never eat things cook by mother .

(i miss it)

just nice kfc also have a manager chalet , somemore just beside us .

we're at H . they are at J .

lols , so our BBQ just a tree blocking , (not that close -.-)

mmm , so anli(高妹) , alan(王小帅), vincent , tai (spicy thai) , came over and chit-chat .

hahas , the nicknames is some names that is somehow used to call them ,

hahas .

super funny and cute nohs .

after BBQ , we went up and bath .

realise that the BBQ table (?) is 27 , (our room) and that's our date .

hahas .

(oh , bernice just realise that baby's hp no. also end with 27)

hahas .

2nd day was bored , 1st night had vodka , so i'm kinda drunk (is really drunk -..-)

so slept until 1pm . went out and had lunch ...

rent CD , money no enough 2 , the coffin .

buy stuff , food , water , and went back .

watch watch eat eat play play talk talk .

it's 5 plus so baby and jeffery and junkai went buy food for us (while bernice donno doing what and while im sleeping -..-)

hahas , so baby woke me up and eat .... (bernice say i pig =..-)

hahas , eat , sleep , eat , sleep -.-

than watch tv , the 小娘惹 , yup . so watch , than bath , get ready .

went to watch twilight ;D

i thought mid night movie won't have alot people , but i was w-r-o-n-g -..-

it's so pack , so we're at the first row -..-

dot dot dot

finish the show around 1.30am

went to return the dvd , and rent another 2 .

had some time choosing which 1 to rent ,

baby and bernice decide on ps,i love you , and (i forget the name something like step up)

baby say watch that show first , so ya , it's like so boring .

so me and bernice fall asleep after eating our meggie mee , -..-

we told them to wake us when the show finish ,.

but end up everybody fall asleep -..-

so when i open my eyes it's alrdy 9 in the morning ....

our check out time is 10.30 am

so wake the rest and start packing .

AND AND AND .!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i forget to take my chick chick coin bag >.<

super angry de ,

we left alot stuff like coka-cola , sprite , jolly sandy , shampoo , shower ...etc...

hahas .

had lunch at yoshi , walk around and baby sent me home and now he should be having his birthday dinner for his gan-ma .

and i miss him nohhs .

oh , i'm meeting mum , ;D

bye humans .

miss me ya .

so lonngggg never post.~~~

2008-12-15T11:39:00.003+08:00

people .!!!!!!!!

miss me miss me miss me ??????

hahahas ./

i realise i spent 3/4 of my holiday in kfc for this holiday >.<

oh jee .!!

gosh , i miss my friends lahhs , especially jo , meishi .

sorry everytime can't go out .

i wanted to go out badly lahhs . hais

worked FULL SHIFT for both saturday and sunday ley ,

then i was like so freaking out tired .!!!

i swear i won't work full for 2 days in one go .

i bet i won't survive .

jee , my leg hurts like shyt last night man .

god .!

>.<

alright .

enough of complains ,,,, >.<>

meeting baby later for lunch , mmm , we always have problem deciding what to eat .

hahas , cause he eat almost everything , while i don't eat almost everything .

lmao , kinda kua zhang wors .

hahas .

alright , gotta rush again ,,, >.<

man , i love my baby . hahas

D:

2008-12-09T01:45:00.002+08:00

kboxxxx ;D

oh , she's my cousin

my cousin too.

baby ;D

yup , that's my present for our 1st month , hahas

so long never post alrdy .

can't really find the time to do so after working .

it's like so busy everyday .

if off also went out whole day .

things about mum and dad i have no comments anymore ,

i'm not gona try and try ,

currently my mind is kind of blank , or rather uncertain , unsure of what to do .

for parents , for friends , i felt so useless .

baby , i never feel so strong for anyone before ,

i just want ya to know that i really glad to know ya , to fall for ya .

i swear i will do anything just to be your baby .

nobody's home

2008-12-05T01:33:00.003+08:00

ya , whatever , leave me if your want , i bet it doesn't make much difference ,

i never felt homed before , so why do i need feel home then .

since you both want sister why still cares 'bout me .

just leave it , i bet i can support myself .

happy 1st month ;D

2008-11-29T00:38:00.002+08:00

Happy 1st month baby ;D

27 nov , hehe ,

baby i love ya . and i swear i do ,

i just fall deep with ya ;D

2008-11-24T01:05:00.001+08:00

it haunts me like a nightmare ,

and i swear i hate the feeling of it ,

we alrdy regretted for our doings , and why is it coming back .?

im scared , really ..

so lost , in my mind ...

bycycle :D

2008-11-18T23:54:00.003+08:00

just reach home , today first time so early nahhs .

tmr dumbo coming back alrdy ;D

mmmm , let me talk about work bahhs , i never talk about work before or did i ?

nb,m , that's not the main point -.-

alright , i start work 2pm today , v. v. sleepy . i was forcing myself not to fall asleep -..-

yf was sick , so only me and bernice , went to buy bread from bread talk den eat , buy green tea(me ).

bernice got herself peach tea , all from pokka ;D

so , eat and drink finish , we start working lohs -.- (废话)

mmm , still ok until a aunty order fish zinger , den need wait mahhs ,.

so i told her it will be sent to her , den i totally forget about it cause also not my job to sent to her .

so , i was talking to another customer , den she suddently "EH , WHERES MY FISH ZINGER !!!!"

so my customer and me stare at her , stupid -.- AND , just nice the fish come -.-

STUPID LOHHS , CANT STAND LEY , CAN'T WAIT LIKE TT , LIKE WAIT AWHILE WILL DIE OF HUNGER . *ROAR.!*

stupid lohhs , so fierce for what .!!!!

(my conclusion for her is she had 更年期)

LMAO , hey she's old lady alrdy lohhs , still so easy angry , no wonder so fast old -.-

nbm , other then this , (NOTE: jk doing cook ) , so chicken sort of slower then before . -.-

(but he's not bad afterall {later he know he kill me } -.-)
so ya , where am i -.- .

OH , so , i have to keep telling customer that chicken left drum and wing only , if not have to wait .

so bloody hell alot customer keep guailan me . KNN , CB , ROAR (although there's still gd ppl who take the drum and wings ;)

watever .

ok ok ok ok ok ok .

enough of work . i had enough of it , around 49hour per week , =.=

i'm already sick of it , i alrdy decide to stop working once my contract end around april .

(still a long way to go , 加油michelle -.-)

so so so , i want to bugis work , there no need touch oily stuff , sell clothes can le ;D

somemore the pay sure better -.-

ok ok , watever .

OH ,

bernice ride me to her house by JK's bicycle , ;D , (starting v. v. scary , but was fun after tt)

den sent bernice off , richmen.? whatever it is , -,- . he also go off , so JK ride me home .

his ride was much better , =.= .

lols ,

i'm eating popcorn now , -.-

oh hell ,

i sure grow fatter and fatter in this way .

NO , NO , NO ,

this ain't happening =.=

ok , watever .

so , mmmmm , lastly , dumbo ,

you are coming back tmr .! ;D

& i miss ya lots lots .

ok , gd night people .

~..~

OH , forget to reply tag again (i must reply this time)-.-

TAGS REPLIED :

18 Nov 08, 21:17

Meishi: ROAR sorry i didnt pei you ... i was MAKAN-ing ); I MISS YOU :DD

hehe , nbm lahhs ;D i miss ya lots lots too .

18 Nov 08, 12:05

shanon (:: michelle! link me! selling books! thanks a lot. (:

OK．;D linked .!!!

17 Nov 08, 23:45

ELENA♥: bt heard bernice said euu kena catch by ur manager uhhs ??? bt mine nv catch uhhs.. gd riites.. l0ls
17 Nov 08, 23:45

ELENA♥: hell0s ... here agn ... wah ... pierce ur ear b0ne le arhs .... iie wanna pierce m0re. ...

ya lohhs , stupid rme de manager , argh , i also want pierce more sia -.- lols .

13 Nov 08, 14:03

meishi: ily
13 Nov 08, 13:39

meishi: i havent plan to buy yet leh . HOWHOWHOW ??!!

lols , slowly , i tink i buy too fast le also . -.- abit kiasu ley . -.-

13 Nov 08, 01:15

bernice: but u dont hold on to it, it DISAPPEARS. k? hold on tight to sebas. not too tight either. loves,..
13 Nov 08, 01:14

bernice: michelle, i miss you ! hey about ur post. th harder you hold th faster u loss it.

lols , yup , i will ;D loves .

13 Nov 08, 00:20

chilli: hello hello , tagged! jingwen here =]

:D hello jingwen ;D

& i miss you boy .

2008-11-17T22:28:00.004+08:00

you make me love ya like i never ;D

the cake i bought with bernice , super nice ;D

yifang's sister's v.v. cute .

yifang's pink room .

i'll die with this books next yr .

so ya , today is my day off for this week ,.

and i spent it by watching movies online .. -..-

super duper boring as meishi needa pei joshua , bernice needa go odac , and yifang going weizhu birthday ,

anyway , happy birthday weizhu ;D ,

didnt go cause im so tired -.-.

ytd work full shift from 9am till 10.30pm , i thought i would die from it -.-

yup , so i rot at home infront of the com ya ..

was tired from all the work and talking so don't feel like going to the NSPS concert

sorry jo for that , really moodless ya ..

anyway today did went out to meet bernice for lunch , but only for awhile .

and we eat popcorn and drink lemon tea with leamonate ,

oh , people do try mixing them , it taste really not bad ;D

kinda special , and those sweet from ice lemon tea mixing with the sour sour in the lemonate ..

pei bernice to peihwa , wanted to meet meishi but ya , so walk around , it's weird to look at peihwa ,

i mean in the past i always look at it in a way that i dislike this school , (1oo% truth)

but ya , this time , in another kind of thinking , i thought , i like this place .

i mean , i grow a lot and learn a lot inside that place , a school that i met so many ppl .

and through this school i discover a alot of emotions ; happiness , and sadness .

friends , classmates , teachers , and schoolmates , seniors , juniors .

although some i had conflicts with but ya , i also learn new things through them .

i mean , today i'm like this because of all the things i've been through in that school .

so , ya , also can't say i don't like this school anymore .

oh , i watched 龙猫 , one of 宫崎骏's product . i mean it's really great.

all his movies have a very sweet story line ,

i still rmb that show mr lee show us ,

whisper of heart or something -.-

i mean it's really sweet and touching , the song is also nice . ;D

so i've decided to watch all his shows , (&&& i know bernice got all the CD -.- )

hahas ,

i've been thinking a lot ytd night during my walk home .

(ps ; i missed my last bus for 161 & 88 , and i didn't realise until 12.30am -.-)

so actually me and bernice was eating our supper -.- (fat) so we are talking & laughing

decided tt it's time for home as we finish our food alrdy .

everytime i had dumbo to keep me updated for the time , so i totally forgotten that bus is not 24hr .

so haha , i missed it , first day without him , i missed my bus , hell knows what will happen next .

-.-

like what bernice say , i rely on him a lot after me going out with him ,

i mean , it's also not totally false , quite true lahhs .

i mean , he make me believe in love ya , somemore nobody treat me like he do before .

and and and i never love someone so deep before also ,

sometimes , i fear that he will leave me for other girls . >.<

but i will treasure what i have now , and and and , stop thinking those 'if only', 'what if' , and stuff

no more 'what if'

and and and , i feel so terrible and awful just now D:

i mean , some problems i just heard from mum , didn't want to tell anybody except baby .

sorry girlf. i mean , mum didn't want me to tell other ppl ,

but i want to share my things with baby , so i told him only ,

hais , all i want to say is , although i'm trying hard not caring , ignore it , but ya , i still feel hurt .

watever it is , it's between you and you , i'm not gona let myself feeling upset bout it .

whatever you guys decide , i'll respect it .

afterall , it's not my say also ,

whatever the ending is , i'll just have to accpet it , don't i needa ? what can i do else .

and baby , i miss ya now ,

though i promise and said that i won't cry but i just miss ya , a lot .

your trip clear my thoughts and make me realise i really love ya a lot a lot , and nothings gona change my feelings , no matter what other people say bout me , bout ya , bout us .

i don't care , all i know is i love ya .

dumbo , faster come back , your dumb dumb is waiting for ya . >.<

我们说好的，一定要幸福

alrigght , it's getting late , and i'm tired ,

bye people .

and and and , stay happy everybody ;D

baby baby . >.<

2008-11-16T01:13:00.002+08:00

Dumbo .! i know i gona miss ya fcuking much .

take care hor , must be back in full piece .

oh .

&&&& i'll wait for ya to come back ;D

erm ,

my dumbo going some kuku place tmr ,,,, >.<>

5days ya , w/o dumbo >.<

&&&&&& i need to rest aldy ,,,, tmr 9am start work !!! hell~~~ D:

oh , and and and , i saw meishi today , i really miss her ya >.<

i mean , really , fcuking lots , miss our days in school ,

with her also , those days , if only everything and everybody are back to those days ,

believe me or not , our memories are everywhere , sculpture,compass,anywhere , everywhere

bye people .

nites.

its weird...

2008-11-12T22:38:00.003+08:00

some things , the harder you try to hold it , the faster you loss it ,

some feelings , no matter how hard you try to hide it , you just show it .

life before dumbo came into my life , was just friends and family ,

but now with dumbo , it wasn't just friends and family anymore .

i mean , nobody can forget their past right ,

i mean , i still miss ya at times ,

i mean , i really do , those time we spent together wasn't fake ,

they won't just dissapear , no matter how i try not to touch those memories ,

ya , i still can't forget , i mean those happy times ,

those hours we chat , those secrets we share .

i mean , they do happen before , right ?

but i know , ya , once gone is gone , i mean , i would still see ya around ,

i mean ya , but just ... wasn't the same cause we're now strangers ya .

whatever ,,, -.-

i mean ya , whatever . hahas .

tmr gona buy my textbooks for next yr , mmm ,

1. i miss school .

2. i miss dumbo .

3. i miss kfc .

4.lastly , i miss us .

lalala ;D

2008-11-10T23:44:00.002+08:00

super kawaii hamsters , they belongs to : meishi and joshua :D

went out on our pay day ; 7 nov , with dumbo , yifang , bernice .
.

we went to vivo to meet shannon and lunched at pastamania .

had some time to decide on the food , donno which one to go ,

so i decided on pastamania cause we are just outside it ,
.

and and and , it's been sucha long time from my last visit ,

i think i alrdy lost count ya . -.-.

watched HSM3 ,it's okay i tink ,better then what i expected .

cause alot people say it was boring ya .

mmmm , for me i rate it 7/10

and and and , it's the first movie i watch with dumbo ya , :D

mmmm , oh , theres just only 1 time whereby troy and tt donno who kiss ,

den theres a kiddo behind ,everybody was quiet ,

and he suddently "EEEYEERRRRR"

then , everybody start laughing -.-

hey .sad nuhhs ..hahahahahahahhahas , i was like hahahahahs , -.-

stupid uh -.-.

oh oh oh , my blogger says that saving failed .

omg omg omg ,,,,, this ain't happening ya ?

aaaaaaaahhhh..dun do this to me .

ok , i just copy and paste all my words again ya ,

so i have to be quick and post .-.-

stupid wireless ,

argh ,

didn't meet dumbo for 2 days >.<

i miss him badly ya .

alright , bye people .!